A New Place

Sunday night he spanked me. That's not exactly unusual these days as I've been spanked nearly every day for the past few weeks and I'm okay with that. In fact it's more than okay because my bottom is able to take more each time. I guess you might say it's being "conditioned." And the more it's conditioned, the better.

This particular spanking was different than the others though. I got to go somewhere new....somewhere I'd never been before. I'm not sure where - exactly - it was that he spanked me to but I liked it there.

It was calm. Everything seemed to be in slow motion. I felt relaxed. As the blows continued to fall down on my butt I noticed he was using more force, but I was feeling less pain. It made no sense, but I didn't care. Laying there I just took it. Felt it. Lived it. Breathed it. Wanted it. Got totally, completely lost in it.

It stopped too soon. It's up to him to choose when to stop but I think he realizes that he's not yet spanked me to completion and that's okay. Just like young lovers, young newlyweds we are learning and progressing. There's only so much we can be told. We have to learn for ourselves. That's half the fun. As long as he keeps taking me a little bit further... higher...deeper each time I know that one day we'll find that true stopping place. In the meantime I can only anticipate and frolic in each new place discovered along the way.

I want to go back there soon. I didn't get to stay long enough this first time. I couldn't have been there more than a minute or two before he stopped. I need to know more of that place but while sitting here typing about it, it seems so very far away. I don't know how to go back. I'm sure that I can't on my own; that he has to take me there. And - I wonder - is there anything beyond that serene feeling? I nearly tremble to think about it.

Could it be that if we get there... as far as we can go that there will be nothing left for afterwards? Nothing on the other side? Will all curiosities be satisfied once we arrive? Or will we be content to return again and again? Are there other places out there beyond this world of spanking to explore that we haven't discovered quite yet?

So many questions.

So many UNANSWERED questions.

And so very very very little time to research the answers.